Aids Daze

Note From the editor of DanielMcCree.Org : August 11, 2008

In August of 2008, I was sitting in my room, and thinking back about the "clues" Daniel always left with people. When it occured to me, that Daniel was as much in the mystery of life as anything.

So I took a quirky phrase from his writing "Food for Poems", and ran it thru a google search. In all of the internet, only 3 occurances, two of which are Daniels. I came accross this posting, on an HIV advocacy blog. In fact I have not read it completely at the time this is being published here, but I do not have to read very far to recognize it. This earlier version (which he reposted again about four months later on Myspace), is much longer.

It has been quietly included here, and does not apear in Navigation links as of yet

At some point, we may choose to Bring this original work "forward" if you will, but for now, it simply being preserved.

AIDS DAZE by D. Aaron	10/4/2006 at 21:55

There once was a boy that lived amidst the thieves and rogues. He poured upon the world a mischeiveous and nefarious air. A combination of attributes commenced to embed him in controversy. . A penchance for substance, the pen, for the paint, and for sin; namely crystal methamphetamine and sex involving men. With a pensive manner he began to apply himself to an artistic endeavor. Beginning with a mural entitled "Senegal", from deep within and with an ardent intellect a transformation began. A sinner to a saint, then begin again. With the clarity of heart and the tenacity of mind a mandingkan assault upon indifference ensued. Left with a positive status in the community as an hiv holder, as well as a clear understanding of the word hyperbole, he set out on a four lane assault upon indifference. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: I can tell you how I feel but you might not listen, If you tell me how to be I might get smarter. And I cant tell when to stop getting tougher. No ifs, ands or buts. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: "So... you like to get stabbed in the back?" A flippant laugh and a glance over my shoulder reveals a man about 6’1 or ’2, larger than life. Definitley ameobic . "So your a painter.... mind if I have a look?" "sure, why not?" Famous last words. String of questions. Caviates. Disclaimers. Allusions to ethereal knowledge. A mind bending meal of drugs and a lesson about being on point. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Marsupials may contract a virus. Rest assured; you’ll find your way. Keep your thrill: take your pill. Aztec dreams and cortizone creams. Cornish maze peeled from Dutch haze among cloudy skys and stipend lies. Education grants and hollow rants. Young Mister Peyton belongs in Clayton. Great Danes around bamboo canes. Choose on taste and lose your haste. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Embelishments trickle like tonsels tickling, exciting frontal lobes and hyperactive nodes. Ameobic planes spawn calming sanes; you’ll reap what you sew. Reparitions bestowed upon soluble society and chunks for monkeys; Heavens ahead mister. Just do what you do. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: crybaby krizby walk a mile forgive me break the bones to break the bank forget the clones who think they came A is for ambilvilant and thats what i am I is for neglect which is what my mom was guilty of when she didn’t... and I love her anyway. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: A janitor and a jailbird a judas and a judge. Alchemy can kill you, whats a little smudge? A most impervious inquisition, an affinity for fudge. Marble cake can make you swoon and the boys will have to wait. A junior in the making hinges on your fate. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Aztec. Incan. Mayan. Incongruent counterparts. Congressional acts of post traumatic stress induction. Affiliations with affluent artisans are invitations for acts of attrition. Stars are for shooting; dress for dinner. DNA of DEA. Endowed: A mission in nouns Hyperactive Son of Sam Entwined in cords Harmonious Dischord Apocolyptic Astroturf with lane lines rolling by A swimmers penchance for backstroke flags And baseballs distaste for fags Acute Rimbaus: lofty goals Combined in the By and By :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: sanguin fields of yesterday swept behind the clock time zones cull; the recipe for beefing up the flock calloused clocks and paradox a rauckous combination aleviate the urge: innate to strike the iron hot if your in canterra rest assured canmando is next 567 ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: A nepharious enclave embelished on fault An apostles homebase, a paramounts haunt Spartanic audacity, recalcitrance endorsed Symphonic attrition from cradle to corn. A solar manifesto: harmony with dischord. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Eat when your hungry. sleep when your tired allow yourself to be happy when your happy sad when your sad, When your confused, sit down and pray, meditate, write. The evil people of the world sneak in when your doing the right thing for the wrong reason. The good people of the world freak out when you are doing the wrong thing for the right reason.Regret happens when you’ve done something you knew was wrong before you did it and when you didn’t do things you know you should have done. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: a melodramatic frenzy ensues about the time I left wing it, I put my pride out of the equation and allow myself to acclimate. A norelco of sorts. atomic; but in the drawer. A heliotrope. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Now. Begin to Acsend Impart your wisdom confront your demon commence to release absolve resolve revolve a slew of olves a brute of laws condescend amend pretend aloof incongruent groove ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: A sign of the times Indonesia Right of passage madagascar monkey latchkey kid if thoughts were machetes’ i’d be a banana farm Congo ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Incongruence. Asymmetric parallels. Aztec. Incan. Mayan. Angelic. Azkaban: Acetomenaphine. Emasculate: Indimidate. Aleviate: Appropriate Deviate. Symptomatic. Ecclesiastic. Acrobatic. InterGalactic. Hardened Core: Even Score. A Penchance for Design. Apostolic Divine. Pia Isadore; encased in pity, hence scorn. Simplicity. Complicity. A Drambooi... Post Nourishment. Hand over Fist. Alpine Encouragement. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: i think of you sometimes i ran the gamit so many times my art considered highbrow emotions put in it a judge thats mental now I want my song back we know your trying to be someone your not..... so be who you are say what you mean a wish on a star to keep your nose clean a platypuss runner with 1 nike on a bok choy hummer with hydraulics bomb a guest of honor a nine time loser comes to his senses becomes a doer of walk talk and breath inspire like mike tell it like it is go home and ride your bike ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: a constant. a voice becomes a rolls royce a blasphemous air a calculant stare yes, bereaved at one time I’ll step back into line I’m clarities son I remembers the future. a once and future king a blow like a ball peen a wack on the back like a skillet from naomi ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: I felt like the one with mouth open wide I fell to the side it felt like the sun I pressed on with courage sometimes it would wane you pressed on like Coolidge and now I’m insane not to say infirm but more ilke an intern who won’t take a risk there’s far more to gain than money or fame ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: a mighty convergence of men and womens souls came to me forthright, commanded sight of my goals. A breath of fresh air came to me next within a short time: damned, perplexed. A parable writer removed from his post a Wherenburg sighter allows for a ghost to frighten him sadly and claim his heart gladly, a battle ensued a victor was born. As opposed to the brothers of Vic and of Tim. A contend with me soul, can you talk to me please a cranberry pall bearer a deluge a cool breeze. A freeze dried tomatoe a country boy gone future, a calmer and saner colaborative count a space claiming integer, concepts are paramount ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: come over to it slowly say good bye to lonely get up and be counted a wise number contend with an integer complete a creamery cropped wont stand for a pleat a courageous top; a cran; a berry not hally a call it like you see it can you tell me if we differ a crux of the factor a fact of the matter a simba complete not so much a hatter with anger in tow I reach for the ladder ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: abuse victims and neglected nerds are one and the same that is they are unsettled and shaken unpopped kernels and? ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: hyperbolize innocence and see what you can get get carry grant in here suicide above neglect right turn T walk talk and breath freedom wealth relax for take care u are an integer worthwhile a man with a plan can heed when i tell him the voices know I’m a man that can handle love both sides of it the pendelum swings both ways when you can love yourself you can hate yourself you can be pride prejudice and about everywhere in between all play fair we all both care come to civlil liberties to an anglo saxon american are like a stick to a chimpanzee on a termite mound. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: a difference when you inbreath again when you out pull up short dispense with the doubt push on through swing on through ring in true shed some light ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: A brass tacks hat a back thats straight a caregivers fright a recipients late a frail egos challenge a ball game at stonehenge a farmers halo a breath of fresh air ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: a lightening bolt a flash in the pan a step up to the plate a do good man a mantra served a sidetrack swerve a roundabout way i feel i must say the going gets rough up around my way only not so much. the time before, i knew how to struggle. i knew how to thrive I was taught to survive thats why I’m alive I’ve come to the conclusion that the here and now is what must be reckoned with and when the chips fall I will be strong enough to handle the verdict. I’m uneducated and proud. I’m a strong person. I look at my past and remember with pride the stance that came so naturally. In the face of adversity I stand. Without adversity I wonder. I miss being adored and fondled and sought after. i’m demanding and rude for bringing this to attention I’m landing on "food for poems" no pension Powers that are Powers that be Power that is, set sanity free to go out in the world approach you and me acclaim will accost you and no one will see especially Ryans such marvelous docs appreciate movies not sad little cocks ****************************************** Anxious motives and sinful conifs Hairbrush handles and harmony Hinges on the Rock a madagascar monkey springs to life when the meth he’s taken seems to calm his strife a minute later the fun has ended he forgot to eat and his mind is bended a branch of the government you might not have heard of rake him over coals and smack him around a stillwater and a weatherboy a bullet and the breeze a skillet flys in owls direction a skill denied has a ring a hanlebar is what you are guided like the breeze a noble a no good thats what they are the residents did say a stillwater comes out with it with wet i’ll pay my depts the weatherboy laughs and says lets change that, and pocket the rest daily they would meet and greet sometimes they would kiss stillwater sometimes missed his face an integers concrete faith in humans consecrated tested bested bereaved a long walk at night will fix for now the bleed The fact is, i’m a little weary of analyzing this whole subject. I was taken off my trajectory with love. Scrambled eggs and love were available day and night. My schedule was my own. I painted. I put into emotion into everything I did. My nodes are proof that I did wrong, no contest. I made my bed I’ll lye in it, only now, no bed, just a couch. A lovely couch in a lovely room with a lovely view and no touch. My blood is warm and I want more am I a loser or a winner? 100704 i’m in a crazy mans denali, we are both to good for this world, or may have been at one point. I’m more selfish than my good sense tells me is allowed. I make comment after comment that corners me in. feelings come and go. my love is spit on then validated. i’m asking for forgiveness and sympathy, ask me for love and i will give it to you. Thats Glierre for you. The feeling I get when I live outloud is wildebeast. A wildebeast just won’t do. I’m into bisons. 4:20 I’ve a severe attitude about alot of things. I saw myself as more important to the world than I really am. In a mysterious alternate universe I visited, I was being taken on a ride. Several members of my species would come on board here’s what one says....I’ve painted my wounds away..... dignity was lost I’m duped stumped silly and sad, my hearts a little worried, but its not all that bad. Work your magic and bail your hay cancel subscriptions to endeavors that may shorten your time and incline your climb, arrest your development and abscond your breath. Assimilate kind souls of a like mind. Responsive behavior will enable the responsible people of the world to hold you in high regard as a renowned painter with retroactive tendencies, remiss of amoral activities instigating reactions of proportionate reparitions. Dramatic increase of dynamic defragmentation denouncing decorative deities diluting dilineated demonstration of demoralizing the diabolic onset of dementia enabling concise realization of dream scape realization. Instigation of interpretive insignia inevitably increase ignoble idiosyncrasies regarding aforementioned dreamscape. Instigating itineraries of symmetrical proportion in strict aberation of dyonisian principles of prolific principalities accompanied by precognitive placement of patrician insignia in addition to pragmatic applications ensures concise conceptual propagation. incarceration of illigetimate articles ensures the negation of infidelity Depth and Width amongst contrary conceptualizations intrinsic calculations concluding incorrigable mediums prohibit incredulous acrewment of accolades. Atonement derivatives being simplification accompanied by fragmented erroneous gesticulations. Approportionate marriages regarding depth and with enables allusions of spacial magnification. Intrepid consummation of abstraction denys proportionate alotment to visual and contentual conceptual procurement. Intermittent personification of practical trivial matter cumulatively conveys kinetic fields. concentration implies depth while cyclical concentration denotes planar consistency Helixical incantation evokes synaptical commotion. inclusive encapsulation of said helix plus connotation of and positioned strategically placed organic form instigates ideally harmonious malignant beingness. As organic expression meet artifice in planar and spacial harmony instigates utopian kingdom. Incomplete collaborations pre-cognate manifest destiny of depravity. Randomized commisseration consecration of insignificant fodder utilitarian bearing singularly aesthetic . negligent articulation (conjugation) of preconceived content precipitates pandimonium ecclesiastic elaboration upon fundamental elements promotes transgression. Impervious impartiality responsive to perspective landmarkds incites distortion of balance. Adherence to defined principles bears direct correlation to future enentual satisfactory completion. Interrelation of adherence to preconceived principles of intrinsic states of independant incalcitration are acheived by pythagorean spacial division of space. Circumvential linear content derives kinetikly fluid emotion. Applying aristocratic adherence of absolution denies fluidity, erego stagnation. I’ ve an appointment on monday. I have a lifes work consisting of a series of paintings and drawings, watercolors and tear sheets. latter stages have produced a series of anecdotal writings and. I’vou wontd destry ysaye a knowledge and und....knowledge needs proof. If i’ve lived a life setting goals for .....Iother peoples standards to be met I’m down for the count. Can’t, I might, ...wont make it. If you are as male and you feedyl.........\My name is Daniel LeeE Aarion......,,My name is Daniel McCree......his name Is ,..he pickved up where Harold F left off by leaving me out of equations. Mary loves me as I am, I had likened her to G,lierr. In some ways she gave him Maurin Quina , he insists its from his mom. He says gave him his virus, he simplified the truth, I am a do good , spiritual brave couragewith a brave courage I’ll be jlkd courageous There once was a boy that lived amidst the thieves and rogues. He poured upon the world a mischeiveous and nefarious air. A combination of attributes commenced to embed him in controversy. . A penchance for substance, the pen, for the paint, and for sin; namely crystal methamphetamine and sex involving men. With a pensive manner he began to apply himself to an artistic endeavor. Beginning with a mural entitled "Senegal", from deep within and with an ardent intellect a transformation began. A sinner to a saint, then begin again. With the clarity of heart and the tenacity of mind a mandingkan assault upon indifference ensued. Left with a positive status in the community as an hiv holder, as well as a clear understanding of the word hyperbole, he set out on a four lane assault upon indifference. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: I can tell you how I feel but you might not listen, If you tell me how to be I might get smarter. And I cant tell when to stop getting tougher. No ifs, ands or buts. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: "So... you like to get stabbed in the back?" A flippant laugh and a glance over my shoulder reveals a man about 6’1 or ’2, larger than life. Definitley ameobic . "So your a painter.... mind if I have a look?" "sure, why not?" Famous last words. String of questions. Caviates. Disclaimers. Allusions to ethereal knowledge. A mind bending meal of drugs and a lesson about being on point. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Marsupials may contract a virus. Rest assured; you’ll find your way. Keep your thrill: take your pill. Aztec dreams and cortizone creams. Cornish maze peeled from Dutch haze among cloudy skys and stipend lies. Education grants and hollow rants. Young Mister Peyton belongs in Clayton. Great Danes around bamboo canes. Choose on taste and lose your haste. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Embelishments trickle like tonsels tickling, exciting frontal lobes and hyperactive nodes. Ameobic planes spawn calming sanes; you’ll reap what you sew. Reparitions bestowed upon soluble society and chunks for monkeys; Heavens ahead mister. Just do what you do. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: crybaby krizby walk a mile forgive me break the bones to break the bank forget the clones who think they came A is for ambilvilant and thats what i am I is for neglect which is what my mom was guilty of when she didn’t... and I love her anyway. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: A janitor and a jailbird a judas and a judge. Alchemy can kill you, whats a little smudge? A most impervious inquisition, an affinity for fudge. Marble cake can make you swoon and the boys will have to wait. A junior in the making hinges on your fate. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Aztec. Incan. Mayan. Incongruent counterparts. Congressional acts of post traumatic stress induction. Affiliations with affluent artisans are invitations for acts of attrition. Stars are for shooting; dress for dinner. DNA of DEA. Endowed: A mission in nouns Hyperactive Son of Sam Entwined in cords Harmonious Dischord Apocolyptic Astroturf with lane lines rolling by A swimmers penchance for backstroke flags And baseballs distaste for fags Acute Rimbaus: lofty goals Combined in the By and By :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: sanguin fields of yesterday swept behind the clock time zones cull; the recipe for beefing up the flock calloused clocks and paradox a rauckous combination aleviate the urge: innate to strike the iron hot if your in canterra rest assured canmando is next 567 ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: A nepharious enclave embelished on fault An apostles homebase, a paramounts haunt Spartanic audacity, recalcitrance endorsed Symphonic attrition from cradle to corn. A solar manifesto: harmony with dischord. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Eat when your hungry. sleep when your tired allow yourself to be happy when your happy sad when your sad, When your confused, sit down and pray, meditate, write. The evil people of the world sneak in when your doing the right thing for the wrong reason. The good people of the world freak out when you are doing the wrong thing for the right reason.Regret happens when you’ve done something you knew was wrong before you did it and when you didn’t do things you know you should have done. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: a melodramatic frenzy ensues about the time I left wing it put my pride out of the equation and allow myself to acclimate. A norelco of sorts. atomic; but in the drawer. A heliotrope. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Now. Begin to Acsend Impart your wisdom confront your demon commence to release absolve resolve revolve a slew of olves a brute of laws condescend amend pretend aloof incongruent groove ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: A sign of the times Indonesia Right of passage madagascar monkey latchkey kid if thoughts were machetes’ i’d be a banana farm Congo ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Incongruence. Asymmetric parallels. Aztec. Incan. Mayan. Angelic. Azkaban: Acetomenaphine. Emasculate: Indimidate. Aleviate: Appropriate Deviate. Symptomatic. Ecclesiastic. Acrobatic. InterGalactic. Hardened Core: Even Score. A Penchance for Design. Apostolic Divine. Pia Isadore; encased in pity, hence scorn. Simplicity. Complicity. A Drambooi... Post Nourishment. Hand over Fist. Alpine Encouragement. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: i think of you sometimes i ran the gamit so many times my art considered highbrow emotions put in it a judge thats mental now I want my song back we know your trying to be someone your not..... so be who you are say what you mean a wish on a star to keep your nose clean a platypuss runner with 1 nike on a bok choy hummer with hydraulics bomb a guest of honor a nine time loser comes to his senses becomes a doer of walk talk and breath inspire like mike tell it like it is go home and ride your bike ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: a constant. a voice becomes a rolls royce a blasphemous air a calculant stare yes, bereaved at one time I’ll step back into line I’m clarities son I remembers the future. a once and future king a blow like a ball peen a wack on the back like a skillet from naomi ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: I felt like the one with mouth open wide I fell to the side it felt like the sun I pressed on with courage sometimes it would wane you pressed on like Coolidge and now I’m insane not to say infirm but more ilke an intern who won’t take a risk there’s far more to gain than money or fame ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: a mighty convergence of men and womens souls came to me forthright, commanded sight of my goals. A breath of fresh air came to me next within a short time: damned, perplexed. A parable writer removed from his post a Wherenburg sighter allows for a ghost to frighten him sadly and claim his heart gladly, a battle ensued a victor was born. As opposed to the brothers of Vic and of Tim. A contend with me soul, can you talk to me please a cranberry pall bearer a deluge a cool breeze. A freeze dried tomatoe a country boy gone future, a calmer and saner colaborative count a space claiming integer, concepts are paramount ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: come over to it slowly say good bye to lonely get up and be counted a wise number contend with an integer complete a creamery cropped wont stand for a pleat a courageous top; a cran; a berry not hally a call it like you see it can you tell me if we differ a crux of the factor a fact of the matter a simba complete not so much a hatter with anger in tow I reach for the ladder ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: abuse victims and neglected nerds are one and the same that is they are unsettled and shaken unpopped kernels and? ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: hyperbolize innocence and see what you can get get carry grant in here suicide above neglect right turn T walk talk and breath freedom wealth relax for take care u are an integer worthwhile a man with a plan can heed when i tell him the voices know I’m a man that can handle love both sides of it the pendelum swings both ways when you can love yourself you can hate yourself you can be pride prejudice and about everywhere in between all play fair we all both care come to civlil liberties to an anglo saxon american are like a stick to a chimpanzee on a termite mound. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: a difference when you inbreath again when you out pull up short dispense with the doubt push on through swing on through ring in true shed some light ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: A brass tacks hat a back thats straight a caregivers fright a recipients late a frail egos challenge a ball game at stonehenge a farmers halo a breath of fresh air ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: a lightening bolt a flash in the pan a step up to the plate a do good man a mantra served a sidetrack swerve a roundabout way i feel i must say the going gets rough up around my way only not so much. the time before, i knew how to struggle. i knew how to thrive I was taught to survive thats why I’m alive I’ve come to the conclusion that the here and now is what must be reckoned with and when the chips fall I will be strong enough to handle the verdict. I’m uneducated and proud. I’m a strong person. I look at my past and remember with pride the stance that came so naturally. In the face of adversity I stand. Without adversity I wonder. I miss being adored and fondled and sought after. i’m demanding and rude for bringing this to attention I’m landing on "food for poems" no pension Powers that are Powers that be Power that is, set sanity free to go out in the world approach you and me acclaim will accost you and no one will see especially Ryans such marvelous docs appreciate movies not sad little cocks ***************************************** Anxious motives and sinful conifs Hairbrush handles and harmony Hinges on the Rock a madagascar monkey springs to life when the meth he’s taken seems to calm his strife a minute later the fun has ended he forgot to eat and his mind is bended a branch of the government you might not have heard of rake him over coals and smack him around a stillwater and a weatherboy a bullet and the breeze a skillet flys in owls direction a skill denied has a ring a hanlebar is what you are guided like the breeze a noble a no good thats what they are the residents did say a stillwater comes out with it with wet i’ll pay my depts the weatherboy laughs and says lets change that, and pocket the rest daily they would meet and greet sometimes they would kiss stillwater sometimes missed his face an integers concrete faith in humans consecrated tested bested bereaved a long walk at night will fix for now the bleed The fact is, i’m a little weary of analyzing this whole subject. I was taken off my trajectory with love. Scrambled eggs and love were available day and night. My schedule was my own. I painted. I put into emotion into everything I did. My nodes are proof that I did wrong, no contest. I made my bed I’ll lye in it, only now, no bed, just a couch. A lovely couch in a lovely room with a lovely view and no touch. My blood is warm and I want more am I a loser or a winner? 100704 i’m in a crazy mans denali, we are both to good for this world, or may have been at one point. I’m more selfish than my good sense tells me is allowed. I make comment after comment that corners me in. feelings come and go. my love is spit on then validated. i’m asking for forgiveness and sympathy, ask me for love and i will give it to you. Thats Glierre for you. The feeling I get when I live outloud is wildebeast. A wildebeast just won’t do. I’m into bisons. 4:20 I’ve a severe attitude about alot of things. I saw myself as more important to the world than I really am. In a mysterious alternate universe I visited, I was being taken on a ride. Several members of my species would come on board here’s what one says....I’ve painted my wounds away..... dignity was lost I’m duped stumped silly and sad, my hearts a little worried, but its not all that bad. Work your magic and bail your hay cancel subscriptions to endeavors that may shorten your time and incline your climb, arrest your development and abscond your breath. Assimilate kind souls of a like mind. Responsive behavior will enable the responsible people of the world to hold you in high regard as a renowned painter with retroactive tendencies, remiss of amoral activities instigating reactions of proportionate reparitions. Dramatic increase of dynamic defragmentation denouncing decorative deities diluting dilineated demonstration of demoralizing the diabolic onset of dementia enabling concise realization of dream scape realization. Instigation of interpretive insignia inevitably increase ignoble idiosyncrasies regarding aforementioned dreamscape. Instigating itineraries of symmetrical proportion in strict aberation of dyonisian principles of prolific principalities accompanied by precognitive placement of patrician insignia in addition to pragmatic applications ensures concise conceptual propagation. incarceration of illigetimate articles ensures the negation of infidelity Depth and Width amongst contrary conceptualizations intrinsic calculations concluding incorrigable mediums prohibit incredulous acrewment of accolades. Atonement derivatives being simplification accompanied by fragmented erroneous gesticulations. Approportionate marriages regarding depth and with enables allusions of spacial magnification. Intrepid consummation of abstraction denys proportionate alotment to visual and contentual conceptual procurement. Intermittent personification of practical trivial matter cumulatively conveys kinetic fields. concentration implies depth while cyclical concentration denotes planar consistency Helixical incantation evokes synaptical commotion. inclusive encapsulation of said helix plus connotation of and positioned strategically placed organic form instigates ideally harmonious malignant beingness. As organic expression meet artifice in planar and spacial harmony instigates utopian kingdom. Incomplete collaborations pre-cognate manifest destiny of depravity. Randomized commisseration consecration of insignificant fodder utilitarian bearing singularly aesthetic . negligent articulation (conjugation) of preconceived content precipitates pandimonium *ecclesiastic elaboration upon fundamental elements promotes transgression. Impervious impartiality responsive to perspective landmarkds incites distortion of balance. Adherence to defined principles bears direct correlation to future enentual satisfactory completion. Interrelation of adherence to preconceived principles of intrinsic states of independant incalcitration are acheived by pythagorean spacial division of space. Circumvential linear content derives kinetikly fluid emotion. Applying aristocratic adherence of absolution denies fluidity, erego stagnation. I’ ve an appointment on monday. I have a lifes work consisting of a series of paintings and drawings, watercolors and tear sheets. latter stages have produced a series of anecdotal writings and. I’vou wontd destry ysaye a knowledge and und....knowledge needs proof. If i’ve lived a life setting goals for .....Iother peoples standards to be met I’m down for the count. Can’t, I might, ...wont make it. If you are as male and you feedyl.........\My name is Daniel LeeE Aarion......,,My name is Daniel McCree......his name Is ,..he pickved up where Harold F left off by leaving me out of equations. Mary loves me as I am, I had likened her to G,lierr. In some ways she gave him Maurin Quina , he insists its from his mom. He says gave him his virus, he simplified the truth, I am a do good , spiritual brave couragewith a brave courage I’ll be jlkd courageous Whale of a Tale The insidious insights, pompous, proud, porn loving, nearly peerless pool boys we were killer bees. I jailed myself and in an apartment probably sold out on every principle known to man and then superlative back and became the polluted image I was preaching at everyone . the angel i wanted to be was to become the most implicated derivative sandags are lifted every miute am sorry , I \ilt The mindful person I was proud to be became enraptured with the skategorical creature Ive become has a very hard time articulating many of the concepts and ideals put forth. Concepts are one thing and actions are another. Many of my actions hve been based on incongruent articles. The parameters set forth by the highly agitated... I think I am depending on the powers that be to set the tone of my hands to keep up with the line of reasoning too much and if flow it will be alright. I havent .... My caloric intake is low and if i eat a little bit before i write the mon... I have b een allowed to put forth a tremendous amount of effort into gaining control of my artistic side in the physical sense and havent been aligned enough to beleive my art would reflect my voice. Elementary school habits are with me again and I attribute much of this to my creative process, The proud heart I am for the thorough examination of myself has tendencies to overlook the tenacious. At this point I am able to sit and write with my hands fairly proficiently while intropective reasoning takes place. The scentence structure is not allowing me to thoroughly examine the content base I feel kind of sad to know that one day soon I will not be priveleged in this area due to my inconsistency and inability to focus. The forming of my foundation was during a difficult time in my life where I was having emotional difficulties ... with the paranormal activites and the harsh criticizm brought forth on my behaviours I’m sickened at the calloused .will My sister wouldnt know what to think of this scenario but the people I’ve been in the company of since the beginning of it seem to know a great deal more than they wll discuss. once again i must accept responsibility for not having the audacity or calm natured conversation that would bring forth the interpretation of other people. I also ...If t deliberatley ignore the fact that my credibility is at stake for not respecting myself enough to disqualify members of my inner sanctum who were not forthcoming with their personal relationships. my Name is Daniel Aaron and that is all for now. ...Two jokes are being played one that i be so ridiculous as to lay my head on a pillow and walk the line in an elementary fashion while ....I get the feeling its a form of sabotaging my credibility for my inaccurate interpretation in certain instances of where certain mindsets were coming from. The castle in the sky I’ve been provided with has become my .....I have placed my love of a man...I have been the victim of a vicious prank and I’m not sure who is the culprit, I have made decisions to clean up my act and live with him, he has no idea how deep i am in this from what i can tell however his comments made to others indicate ... my mistake, it was the powers that be that have stolen me ....if this is justice, i’m not sure....my mistaken allegiance to one person then another was not an act of malice but preservation of my love in a romantic sense which i held very dear, i fear the worse has come to past, my name is Daniel and I’ve lost them a....my friendships gone, my love has shnned and disrespected me...now he has called upon me and once again i have forgone my lead to ,,,,,allegiance for him is strong, unfortunatley it has another side of the story, he has only barely professed love for me and it was not in a romantic sense, I will not be the guilty party here, sexual gratification was very much a part of our interaction during my initial....wait, i was in need of help and called upon him, and he was my company on a night;y basis for months some of which i have found out and felt the need to question him about regarding his allegiance to some one else, i have failed to rectify this my mobility has been halted for one reason and that is my name is Kayla Junior. April 4th 2005 in Pensacola reviewing works, sorting chaotic system of compling my writing. He waxed and he wanedand he waxed again then waned again then he waxed and waxed some more then a wane and again, finally, he waxed so much and he waned so much that he had to refrain. No waxes, no waines, just life in four lanes, then three lanes, then two then four five and six. just bareley alive, a hard headed bard. he lives in relative luxury, stomps his angry feet. (nick sacco heard) a man increases his aptitude when he runs the gamit. Consider the source of an integers inspiration. A single idea cannot be a conccrete basis without support. A residency is requested. @@@interpretation: the purpose of a noted secretatrial knowledge above reproach by a line of reasoning as it is supported by a detonation. as a trigger invites a click, the resonance of the mountain men and many other fairly odd contributers fills the profit sayers contribution. i mean, we sit around long enough and paint, evidently the spirit put forth, the medium, the will to kill before caving, wide eyed worldly simians, wondering down the street they wade through creeks and land locked lakes, with special sounds they speak, Wary lads and worried dads....A gifted, gusty breahe of fresh air gave you silly gifts.... A cran and a nook...uncanny I loo, aware of the front....beware of the fore...the fathers of your.... if the sirens of irony find you cast under mirrors? answer: find time to read.... Be good to yourself and hold on to your hat...make a name for yourself as a peacemaker. Stop riding fences and put your foot down because there is a whlae of a talke inside this vessel. Out past a river there is a place: in the midddle there is water o beyond the fields of right and wrong, there is a place...I will meet you there. adjacent to the courthouse there is a building, much taller. the thought of an orange floats through my mind. The watery porridge recalls a time when painting was pleasure and mating was fine Expense accounts and bandicoots abbreviations for signals apothecaric andulation aspects of human derilection a freakish pirate spells it out a spoken spiral calls out loud aspects of human nature spoken into clouds a class of people stepping into the worlds affront a species odifferent, cast of clowns a scandal in the making a faking in and breaking out a spellbound integer calls to crowds Aspire....inspire...transpire...attire....town cryer....on fire.....pulling tire... downwind. please go forward qq A galaxy of gifted granimals collide asgain the gaslit bedposts guide a leader leans from left to rightaa guest of honor grabs attention. A factoide fooled him causing tenstion, a time bombs ticking strikes the bead a dyke and a levee give way to the street. A lambda led to slaughter bleats a lions roar says :answer me" a masculine meek heart mends his fences. appreciates fully god given senses. a galaxy of gifted granimals collide, again the gaslit bedposts guide you, and feeling four torrential downpours, defiance, a gifted guidles good foot. upon the introduction of the 4/6/05 In chart topper school they taught us never to read a book unless written for entertainment purposes. 5/7/04 A chore of mine was to go see Charlie. I’m mystified. I knocked on the door, took a look around the side of the building, looked at the morning ahead and let go. A block or more away and I had the urge to turn back and leave a note. Not just an urge…more like a signal. I’m hard to motivate in time space. (long scream) I look back and there is a man coming from the house I was sure was charlies. When I got close enough to see that it wasnt Charlie, the man asked me who I was and what I’d been doing on his porch. Instead of answering the question I asked if that was charlies house, do you know charlie?

Daniel McCree

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